argh... cant believe why... but yarhs... was terribly affected by the NKF show juz now... there was this story about an old lady who stays alone... is half blind n has kidney failure... she barely survives on the amount of food she has...n she onli has 22 odd dollars to survive a week.. n well.. i feel like such a disgusting greedy pig after watching n listening 2 her story... shant eat so much animore... even the cup of reallie nice choc ice cream i had juz now is sitting lyk a rock at the bottom of my stomach... feels so much lyk lead... n basically i think im hurting reallie badly for her... n seeing her reminds me of my dear granny... im SO glad she's living a comfortable life... nothing will ever ever make me forsake my parents n grandparents n my siblings... if i ever do i'll b held wholly responsible n accountable to God... hais... shall eat alot less n save up money 2 make a donation in the coming week's local artistes performance... was qt shocked at sharon au's (my xue jie!) peformance 2dae... climbing a ladder of KNIVES...n not jumping off the top lyk i tot she wud... she SAT down on a chair of KNIVES! boy that was a heart-wrenching moment... when she screamed reallie loudly at the end i got a big shock... luckily she didnt get cut... =p hai... well... gotta go now... sporeans out there n friends... PLEASE call 1900-112-6833 or 1900-112-6868 or 1900-112-6855 to donate... =)) GoD bLeSs aLL of u!