hais..2dae's been a restless dae...feel like a bird stuck in a cage..or a tiger stuck in its enclosure... =( was hopin tt training todae wud make me feel better..hu noes.. training postponed due to the rain ...tink the guys had theirs...not fair... was alreadi on 80...den ask me to come back cuz no training..super majorly frustrating!
broke up wif jus ystrdae..didnt feel gd at all..but at least we agreed it was mutual.. kinda felt that the past few weeks haf been leading up to it..boy i hate myself..im not sensitive at all..yet i keep thinkin tt he's insensitive..think i make a horrible gf... its no wonder im going 2 b left on the shelf..fat n ugly n horrible..wah kaos..summore so tomboyish lyk chiobu n meinu say..no hope liao larhs...at least i dunt haf to struggle wif my conscience now..feel better in that aspect...
didnt reallie haf an appetite todae..woke up this morning to find tt there was no more of my fave bolo bao..was kinda depressing..was lookin 4wd to eating it..so i made do wif frosted cornflakes...den wanted to burn a cd of worship songs...found out tt i cld transfer songs frm the worship cds we had..but had to keep replacin the source cd n my CD-R..sat there 4 over an hr..end up had an error arnd the 10th song..sickening sia.. so i gave up n went to study chem..now haf several qns i need to ask sumone..hope i can clear them soon..n clear my studying of chem so i can move on to physics.. bio is just a nitemare...even tho im interested..its just lyk geog...n in a wae worst den geog cuz ive just started learning it this yr...had a passion 4 geog since i was in sec1..and bio was during sec2..a flame which was almost snuffed out cuz i didnt take bio during sec3 n 4..jiayou 2 me mans..need to reallie mug hard 4 my midyrs..everyone's probably workin alot harder den me...=( pressure pressure...pure pressure...didnt want to eat lunch also..but gort nagged at so much by meinu dat i decided 2 bake sum toast.. had tuna n cheese on 1 slice of bread n tuna n egg n cheese on the other..wun ever eat tuna baked wif cheese again..majorly SALTY! urgh...felt reallie unhealthy..but nothin much to eat at home aso..no fruits..'cept 4 grapefruit..wh i hate..=( waiting 4 dad n mum n sis to come home frm grandma's place wif dinner now..hope i can force dwn everything.. hai..
all i wan to do is curl up wif my harry potter book n read til i lose track of time. watched harry potter n the prisoner of azkaban yst too..wif ernie, shaun, chiobu n meinu.. cinema was reallie cold..den poor ernie was sneezing away...hope she gets well soon *take care ernie* luckily we agreed on bringing jkts the dae b4...smart smart of us.. think the movie reallie cut out alot..n the amt of advertisements b4 the show started was HORRIFYING..meinu said the movie started at 1.30..half n hr of ads! crazi..golden village is getting worse n worse..but saw the ad 4 SPIDERMAN 2..lukin 4wd to tt movie man..opening on june 30th..hope i can watch it after our midyrs... celebrate..harry potter this time had reallie not bad effects...but wished they could haf fit in more quidditch besides the one harry played agst hufflepuff n fell off his broom..wud rather haf watched the match agst slytherin n watched harry win the Quidditch Cup.. still cant get myself 2 do a smiley..havent used it since mondae..hai..this is bad..sumone HELP!! gotta go now b4 i drive myself crazi talkin here...
