ahems. what shall i sae..i dunno whether to say that todae's trg is good or bad because i tink many pple will agree n disagree wif me la. budden i tink its a GOOD start to a new term n everything that was announced todae made me rethink alot of stuff. ive been considering splitting up wif et for quite awhile now. i tink its reallie horrible of me to b thinking such stuff..especially of how we've both suffered thru so much durin the trgs..doing the k2 over and over again...cap-ing, getting saved, swimming back to everywhere imaginable..the bay, the beach, the pontoon..n all the injuries we went thru, the cuts n bruises we both suffered. i tink doing k2 reallie strengthened my will n determination alot la. but i cant say i like doing it now. i feel that im not pushing myself far enuf..bcuz we are just doing balancing all the time..n its been goin on for 4mths..we need to do something! plus the fact we are compromising our strokes n paddling skills cuz all we do is bracing n light paddling..it reallie sucks la..i tink i need to talk to my partner..i reallie want to do t1..hope that we will both b able to spread our wings further n do BETTER for nationals..i tink vjkayak's survival REALLY depends on wad we achieve durin nationals diz yr..bleahs. im gonna train REALLY hard. n at the same time. i solemnly promise NOT to compromise my schwork n my results..im gonna b MUGGER n learn frm shawns :) wish me all the best thens :) im gonna MUG now :)
